I know one day the morning light will break over me,
to burn the darkness in my soul.
On that day all of my insecurities will wash away.
On that day I will look my demons in the eyes,
and they will take flight.
On that day I will feel my worth not in man’s society,
but within myself.
On that day our sleeping Gods will awaken
and walk with us in the life that we have paved.
On that day I will share the same twisted humor as God,
and I will laugh right back.
On that day I have passed life’s tests,
and my trials are over.
On that day I will drop my expectations.
On that day I will be able to love you because I will love my self.
I will stop living in the past,
the past will only exist in my memories.
On that day I will be able to treasure the most important gift I have - Life.
On that day I will take responsibility for who I am.
On that day I will stop screaming for my existence,
I will stop looking backwards when I am running away.
Time will build me, and time will destroy me.
(This was inspired by Thrice.)
I am the calm river
in love with the raging sea
he tosses at night
of the creatures inside.
I call the storms
and he, the moon.
if there is a river more faithful than this.
Please help by adding your input, I only wrote this in a few minutes so it’s just a thought.
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PSN - Demon’s Soul’s
Does anyone on tumblr play the PS3 game “Demon’s Soul’s”? If so my PSN is madelineelise.
I’m on NG+ and I’m Soul Level 100~.
This is my dragon, he brings the night and all of your nightmares. He drops darkness all around. This isn’t done. This is only a picture of the work in progress, I still have to clean it up… Should I color him? If so, should I use color pencils? Water color? Markers…? Watercolor markers? The biggest fear of coloring is I may ruin it!
He’s checking the scouter on my art, and just so everyone knows, this picture was not planned. That just so happened to be on my t.v. at the moment.
I really didn’t realize how much this picture reveals my inner child.
I have a Gundam toy, Pikachu toy, and DBZ playing on my TV.
senortacos asked: Your art skillls ahhhh mannn they are just so good. I know a great artist. I will tell all my friends. I knew here before she was big.
Thank you, that is very inspiring. You made me really smile. :]
I’m excited to finish this, but I don’t see that happening tonight. I’m started to feel cluttered… I’d rather be writing right now.
I’m going to start playing with photoshop.
Hello tumblr… I did this watercolor picture in about 15 minutes. I actually had a dream about this setting. I opened my back door and this was my yard. It really had emphasis on the reds and oranges in my dream. Does anyone else think it’s weird that I saw these colors? Really, it was stressing that is autumn.
A haiku that I wrote with it just now haha:
I see autumn trees.
In full color in my dreams.
What is this to me?
I still haven’t done the detail, I’ll post that when I do it. Acrylic, watercolor, and brush pen.
I know that nothing lasts forever, and I know I will lose you soon. What do I do in the mean time? Do I enjoy the moments left? Or should I prepare for the heartache? When I looked into your eyes and I see I’ve left you abandoned for so many days, I know you deserve better than this. When I send you into a strange new world, all I can think of is how I won’t be there with you. When I give you up I will try not to focus on the pain of know you’re happier without me. I’ll be here stuck with the color you left inside of me. Bad things do happen, how I respond to them is what defines my character. Words fail me to describe how much I love you.
Today I am awake… and I don’t remember sleeping.
